imafallenangel

It's super duper delayed, but I've been here for 6 years. If I never saw that website written out on a piece of paper in my brother's room I would never have joined. Never have met my wonderful husband, and wouldn't have two crazy kitties. I would be stuck at home, and I don't even think I would be drawing. All of the drawings I saw here when I was 16 inspired me so much, made me want to draw just as well and as perfectly they did.

But now I'm not drawing. This has been ongoing for at least two years, and it's been the most annoying two years. Okay, I've drawn a couple of things and I really get into it when I do, but the motivation just isn't there anymore. I started a piece in February and it's just sat on the floor of our bedroom. I even received a gift card for an art supply store and bought a fancy new sketchbook and tools I've needed for such a long time and they too are just sat on the floor. Gathering dust.

I have a new laptop now, and it's awesome. I hoped so much that it would make me draw more, but I've been working so much and so late that I haven't been able to get the picture off of Chris' laptop to work on it more (or even spend time with him! ). But I'll do it. I'm determined. I felt so inspired a few weeks ago watching a show (I won't mention which as it's cheesy and stuff) but it made me think and I wanted so much to grab my sketchbook and draw a pretty girl.

I'm still such a lucky girl, with a husband that loves and cares for me. He even helped me get a job! And surprisingly, I'm enjoying it.

Okay, I'm going to stop rambling on with my silly little life.

How is your life? If anyone is reading this.

It's been a long time since I did anything on here. A lot has happened in life, though! Married martypunker, moved to the States and stuff. What I need is to draw more, I feel so disconnected with myself. Going stir crazy stuck inside with no job and not really being a resident but not being an illegal alien.

More drawing will be done, dammit. I will make myself start to love it again.

I know no one pays attention to my journals, but Chris and I have set up a little donation thing to help us with our wedding/visa process and every penny helps.

www.gofundme.com/FundSianAndCh…


LOVE.

Oh how long it's been. I really don't update a lot. Well, my three months in the US with martypunker has come and gone. Lots of things done, including getting engaged. C: We saw TRON: Legacy before I left and oh my good god...


I think I'm just a little obsessed. The soundtrack is amazing and it makes the film even MORE amazing. Srs. It's the only film I've seen where I've needed the soundtrack. I want an Identity Disc, and to be as pretty as Olivia Wilde, kthxbai. I even decided to watch the original Tron and everything makes so much more sense now I've seen that. Despite the 80's special effects it's worth a watch and I actually enjoyed it.


K.


_{martypunker is my bitch.}

I never update my journal anymore but here I go.


I am currently open for commissions. I'm a super nice person and whatnot. Just note me if interested, to ask about specific things. :)

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